Blog entry #2: bitter sweetness

Started off good, then terrible, now it's just all out confusing.

Where do I start? well the pole dancing experience was amazing! wow I looked so cute dancing on that pole and looking good doing it. Had stage fright from it but, was able to perform until I was the only one left dancing lol. I had comments from people wishing I would have met them years ago when I first started this 3DX game lol. 💋

Today was horrible, had a client died right in front of me who was battling cancer. trying so hard to keep my emotions in check during the ordeal but, its too much for me. guess I will be drinking a lot today. 💔

Then you have a person in general who wants to lead you on, with me only to find out that they are dating someone else without any indication of being upfront and honest about it. honesty is the best policy, I wish people in general would know how to use it. its things like this that makes me question this entire planet of earthlings. 😐

I might be in the dumps right now, but something or someone will pull me up from it and we can shower together because you save water that way, its true, research it. 😉

But after everything that happened today from being heartbroken from a loss to being used and led on, its going to be okay. because what do we do when we deal with hurdles, speedbumps and roadblocks on our path? we stay the course. 💨